alrite, here's my first diary on xanga.

the party of today in the church was reali great, esp. the food...hahaha. i broke my promise and started to eat and eat and eat. food, glorious food!they are so attractive and i could hardly control myself even my tummy had jumped out. the cheese cakes and fried rice and noodles....lots and lots..i juz wonder how much ponds will i get after this holiday

19th, i went to strawberry forever for the first time with vivian to celebrate her birthday. though it's 2 days late, we were hving a good time.  we then went to the LOVE ACTUALLY,it's reali a good film..a touching one.... all becoz of christmas, all things were finely settled at last. but it seems that christmas won't help any of my problem! it was yesterday i juz waited for "him" to on and i finally c him! but....he told me to "SHUT UP" when i juz said hi to him...it's SHUT UP!!!!wht da damp hell is happening? hv i been being so childish that i hope  we can still be frds? it reali hurts! it's the second time that i was hurted by him.....i give up!

maybe it's only MY DREAM. nuthg reali happened act. i am now happy again( of coz, losing a frd is not a good thg) but at least i am not upset now. wht a big deal? he even dun occupied any space in my heart...hoho!

i can be free from boys! i surely can do it...